Mini melt down

My brother scored his first try today in rugby.  I just got off the phone with him and have ten million feelings running through my heart because, for the past ten years, he’s been like my child and I wasn’t there to see it.

Cam, Cath’s daughter was in the bath.  Cath and I were promptly standing around the corner eves dropping because we could hear her having a random conversation.  Cam looks up to no one in particular and says to the bath wall, “Look at your Mother” and then giggles with her “friend”.  Cath’s jaw falls to the floor, I fall to pieces and walk outside for a smoke, staring out at the stars in between tears falling out my eyes.  Cam, evidently, just had a bath with Kiera.

Excuse me if I feel just a little bit emo.


  1. cathjenkin says:

    i heart you like worms like dead people’s livers.

    Yes, this really is me this time.

    im here.


  2. shebee says:

    Is okay, I’m better now 🙂

    ECurious so lovely to see you here again my honey.

    Flatmate – oh my god. That made me laugh.

  3. Amy says:

    Are they tears of happiness or despair? Because i’d like to think you should be happy that your daughter continues to watch over you, thats how strong a bond you had in such a short time….

  4. shebee says:

    I think it was a bit of both actually. Thanks Amyloo. your opinions always make me so much more at ease with whats going on…

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