Maybe I am a little more freaked out than I thought…

Last night Jon and I had an enormous fight.  He screamed at me and I screamed at him.  I threw shoes at him and he laughed at me while I cried.

He broke the whole thing off.  Told me to move out of his house because I was too chaotic for him.  He then said he was keeping the kids, and all of our friends.  I screamed “YOU CAN HAVE THE FUCKING KIDS, BUT I’M KEEPING ANGLUG!”, he argued that geographically, because Angel and Neels live in Joburg, they are his friends now.  I replied “I live in Joburg too! And they were my friends first!” and he looked at me with an evil glint in his eye and replied,

“Not for long, I’ve organised that you move back to Durban.  Also, here’s your resignation letter, you’re quitting your job too”.

I was heartbroken.  I sat outside in the rain and my smokes kept getting wet.  I was barefoot and freezing and I looked at the outside furniture I always sit on and cried because I wasn’t allowed to sit there anymore.

And then, just as I was about to beg Jon to change his mind and love me again, I woke up.

Jesus!  I think I’m a bit more freaked out about moving in than I thought it was.

Subconscious insecurity much?!

Also, when telling Jon about the dream this morning over coffee, I giggled nervously and made a silent vow to never give up my kids in anger.  Even if it was for the awesomeness that is Anglug 😉

18 comments

  1. Gina says:

    ROFLMAO! When you woke up, did you feel like kicking Jon in the shins?
    Often Paul gets a klap from me because of something he did in a dream 🙂

  2. Shebee says:

    Gina I could’ve totally skinned him ALIVE this morning. And it didn’t help that he belly laughed at me, shook his head, kissed my forehead and went upstairs to play on his computer. I felt so stupid!

    And now I’m going away for a week 🙁

  3. Bridget says:

    You were going to beg for love back in your dream. Wahahahahahahaha! What a crap dream. 🙂 Angel needs to stay out of people’s dreams though. I had an awesome dream with her in it!

  4. meganTS says:

    you dork!!

    LOL! sounds like my real life break up with The Ex. The Hurricane’s fate was decided very quickly. We had more of a “discussion” about who got which cats 😛

  5. MeeA says:

    Hek-tic, Chick!
    But then, also understandable. Moving in is a much bigger deal than we tend to make of it these days.
    Glad you woke up to the world being its normal self. ;-P

  6. LLB says:

    At least you didn’t dream that he was screwing someone else, just hang in there kiddo – can’t wait to be a great aunt again xx

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