Nov
13
13
Scar Tissue
Scar tissue that I wish you saw
Sarcastic mister know it all
Close your eyes and I’ll kiss you cause
With the birds I’ll share
With the birds I’ll share
This lonely view
With the birds I’ll share
This lonely view
Sarcastic mister know it all
Close your eyes and I’ll kiss you cause
With the birds I’ll share
With the birds I’ll share
This lonely view
With the birds I’ll share
This lonely view
Push me up against the wall
Blood loss in a bathroom stall
Southern girl with a scarlet drawl
To lick your heart and taste your health cause
With the birds I’ll share
This lonely view…
Soft spoken with a broken jaw
Step outside but not to brawl
Autumn’s sweet we call it fall
I’ll make it to the moon if I have to crawl
and With the birds I’ll share
This lonely view…
This lonely view…
A scar on my breast – from a previous biopsy.
A scar on left thumb – from when I carved a boy’s name into my skin
A scar on my right wrist – from when a drip kept me alive and sustained for a few days
A scar above my left eye – from when I was punched that one time
A scar on both inner thighs – from various drips and line feeds keeping my blood oxygenated
A scar on my heart – from where they patched the hole I was born with
A scar down the middle of my chest – from when they performed open heart surgery
A scar on my right leg – from falling up the stairs and breaking the femur
A scar on my left foot – from slipping on nothing and breaking it in three places
A scar on my abdomen – where I had my child cut out of my womb.
A scar on my abdomen – where the only evidence of me once being a mother is.
A scar on my abdomen – which holds my damage cervix.
A scar on my abdomen – where it will now be barren.
A scar on my abdomen – the first, the last, the only.
Fuck.
Share my post, make me famoos!
26 Comments to “Scar Tissue”
Leave a comment
Huge hug – incredible write.
Wow, very powerful post! (((HUGS)))
some scars are girl scout badges.
you’re a strong and fabulous woman.
i dunno what to say, my guess is that this is why you’ve been so quiet this week.
We all love you tons and miss your madness on twitter. I wish there was something I could do or say to make you feel better but there isn’t.
Just know that we all love you!
*HUGS*
*hugs*
*huggles*
The measure of a person isn’t what was
It’s firmly in what is
And what may be
Bless you Shebert… er, Shebee (smile dammit)
*hugs*
Love you. Deal with this. X
And I mean, deal with the fact that I love you, yo.
X
XxOo
This is a tribute to your self healing abilities.
Quite astonishing …
I want to tell you that you’re too young to have all these scars… but then I know you, and I know that you’ve been here forever, like me.
I understand. And I care. Xx
Been through the mill a bit hey, scars can be quite cool and add character
When you say barren, you mean you aren’t able to have more kids? sorry for asking something so personal.
I love you and I am worried!! see you this weekend its been too long again my friend just know there is always hope and that we love you very much mwah
@Stalker those comments combined with your userName could be very worrying to somebody who doesn’t know you
*runs away screaming*
thank you all for your messages. I’m actually a lot better than it indicates here, promise. I had a moment of weakness but i’m learning that its okay to be a girl who does actually feel sad about things, its almost expected really. Anyway. I’m here, and i’m alive. And there are solutions to most of my problems. So don’t worry about me too much. Xox
oh shebee…
~~hugs~~
So like…can I touch you then?
Scars are the visible proof that we’ve lived our lives – however much each of them may have hurt.
Scars are also the proof that a wound has healed physically – have your wounds healed emotionally ?
And woops – that up there ^ was me!
Hi Shebee I gave you an award on my blog
Luv u lots. Just getting the latest update…
oh sheena, love. I’m sorry. Want my kid?
“And my scars remind me that the past is real”
(Papa Roach – Scars – http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/paparoach/scars.html)
You got a fast car,
I want a ticket to anywhere
maybe we make a deal,
maybe together we can get somewhere
anyplace is better
starting from zero got nothing to lose
maybe we’ll make something
me, myself I got nothing to prove
you got a fast car
I got a plan to get us outta here
been working at the convenience store
managed to save just a little bit of money
wont have to drive too far
just cross the border and into the city
you and I can both get jobs
finally see what it means to be living
see, my old man’s got a problem
lives with the bottle thats the way it is
says his body’s too old for working
I say his bodys too young to look like his
mama went off and left him
She wanted more from life than he could give
I said somebody’s got to take care of him
So I quit school and that’s what I did
You got a fast car
is it fast enough so we can fly away
we gotta make a decision
leave tonight or live and die this way
so remember we were driving, driving in your car
The speed so fast I felt like I was drunk
City lights lay out before us
your arm felt nice wrapped around my shoulder
and I had a feeling that I belonged
I had a feeling I could be someone, be someone, be someone
You got a fast car
we go cruising to entertain ourselves
still ain’t got a job
and I work in a market as a checkout girl
I know things will get better
You’ll find work and I’ll get promoted
We’ll move out of the shelter
Buy a bigger house and live in the suburbs
So remember we were driving, driving in your car
The speed so fast I felt like I was drunk
city lights lay out before us
your arm felt nice wrapped around my shoulder
and I had a feeling that I belonged
I had a feeling I could be someone, be someone, be someone
You got a fast car
I got a job that pays all our bills
You stay out drinking late at the bar
See more of your friends than you do of your kids
I’d always hoped for better
Thought maybe together you and me would find it
I got no plans I ain’t going nowhere
So take your fast car and keep on driving
so remember we were driving, driving in your car
The speed so fast I felt like I was drunk
the city lights lay out before us
your arm felt nice wrapped around my shoulder
and I had a feeling that I belonged
I had a feeling I could be someone, be someone, be someone
You got a fast car
is it fast enough so you can fly away
You gotta make a decision
You leave tonight or live and die this way