Nov
18

Mehness.

By Shebee // Uncategorized // 9 Comments

Ah Christ. I know, I know, I’m sorry. Please don’t shout, my ears hurt enough from all the blood pumping through my head due to stress, anxiety, love, happiness, fear & insomnia.

I won’t tell you why I’ve been gone, instead I’ll tell you a bit about what I’ve been up to recently:

rekindling old flames. fuck.
meeting up with younger persons
clubbing. in a place called Clapham Grand. Well they lied, its really not. They have white tiled dancefloors and too much glass.
watching lots of One Tree Hill (season 6 episode 3 is what I’m on now)
loving my housemates (Ginger & Piano) to death
having my family over for big roast (goddamn, Ginger can totally cook insanely)
meeting up with best friends
googling. lots.
eating healthily
stopping smoking. yup.
loving my friends
laughing
watching walls quite a bit
adjusting to this one problem i have
praying for a money tree [please nother mature, please send me some green]
planning a weekend
getting Cam cuddles and drinking tea through a syringe
lolling with Cath. God that woman makes me laugh some. I thought of something else, Jenks – A BOX OF CONDOMS IN TEN THOUSAND WRAPPED PARCELS!
counting my blessings, I have sooo many for one person. each of them have a name.
loving. just everything. and when i hate, i force myself to love some more.
keeping secrets.
generally just oozing awesomeness *oozes*

Thank you for your support, as always, unknowingly and so very naturally. I’m sorry I flailed for a while with the blogging, and i might still do it some more, but I’m here. Reading, closing my eyes, hoping against all hope that I’ll be strong enough for this life time, because damn, I certainly fucking try.

Lots of love,

SheBee

xoxo

SheBee

has written 984 kick ass posts so far. Impressive, hey?

9 Comments to “Mehness.”

Amy November 18, 2008 at 10:43 pm

Aww, bless your little cotton socks! Aren’t we all just trying to get along? I’d say your making a grand success out of it compared to some people….

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Cape Town's Favourite Son November 19, 2008 at 12:23 am

Meh.

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StevenMcD November 19, 2008 at 9:08 am

you is teh awesomeness SheBee we all love you lots! May the Force be with you

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Lauren November 19, 2008 at 9:25 am

Thank boerie you’re back, having to read that same post every morning was making me SAD!!!

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Glugster November 19, 2008 at 4:36 pm

I iz leaving comment. Cauz I carez. Will catch u on skype.

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Talita November 19, 2008 at 9:50 pm

Glad the link got you laughing object achieved. Way psyched about this weekend!

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dash November 20, 2008 at 9:01 am

potato

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ginger November 20, 2008 at 7:42 pm

hey shee thanks for the cool coments bout my cookin but i promise i have some bad days…its not all roses and sunshine.

loving your blog

your roomie

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angel November 28, 2008 at 9:53 am

tea through a syringe…?!?!!?!?!!

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