I’ve had way too much sadness in this lifetime

I’ve just spent the better part of two hours reading my November, December and early January archives.

I’ve also realized just how much crap I’ve actually gone through.

I miss Andrew. I miss my old life, but I’m happier with this new one.

So much has changed. I’ve changed. I’ve learnt to be happy on my own, in my own skin. I’ve met so many wonderful people and I’ve remembered how much fun it is to just be me. My life is banal, unexciting and almost predictable and I love it!

I’m feeling very nostalgic right now, but I’m smiling. Does this make any sense?

5 comments

  1. Amy says:

    And congrats to you for being strong enough to make it through all that crap.

    And just think – if you can move forward and survive all that sadness in this life, you’ll have only goodness and love on your next time around …

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